Archive for the ‘Pain’ category

A Prayer for Betsy

May 20, 2013

How could I forget my friend and fellow writer Betsy? Betsy Randolph is a State Trooper and Spokesperson for the Oklahoma Department of Public Safety. I send prayers for her as she and others work to assist the injured, rescue those trapped, and recover those missing.

Betsy was interviewed by CNN tonight. She said “people are trapped. You are going to see the devastation for days to come.” Other news outlets reported that Betsy said the tornado caused “absolute devastation” and the tragedy is “like nothing” she has “ever seen before.”

Tonight Betsy was someone people were looking for. People wanted to be sure she was safe. I had hits to something I posted about her on my web site tonight. Glad to learn that she is ok and there to help others.

Deadly tornado hits Oklahoma City area

Sending Prayers

May 20, 2013

Tonight I send out my prayers to the people of Oklahoma. It is always so disheartening to learn about a tragedy like this. I pray for the little children who were taken before their time. May their parents somehow find peace.

I also send out my thoughts to my favorite virtual couple (R and M, better known as S and B). I believe you two actually live in Oklahoma? I hope you, your friends, and the members of your families are alright tonight.

Repair the Broken

April 24, 2013


A wish to mend
the broken shards
with a piece of
special string.

I would sew it
tight and dry your
tears with the
softest angel wing.

A wish to fix the
empty hole and
seal her memories
in your heart.

I would give you
a chance to see
her smile before
you had to part.

Felicia Lujan
4.24.2013

When It Hurts…

March 15, 2013


“When it hurts, push harder!”
—-Felicia Lujan

(by “it” I mean mind,
body and soul)

Felicia’s Nike golden shoes at rest on the Santa Fe High Track

Anaconda Overlord

March 13, 2013

▪▪▪▪▪▪…………▪▪▪▪▪▪  

Overlord with sleek
smoothness of tropical
ghosts– constrict and
crush despite pleading
prey for mythical snakes
were created to devour
the hearts of tigers.

▪▪▪▪▪▪…………▪▪▪▪▪▪

by Felicia Lujan
3.13.13

Rousey: Beautiful, Focused, and Deadly

February 23, 2013

Today on a special featuring an interview with Ronda Rousey, someone said…

“No body becomes
a fighter because
they have an easy life.”

Ronda Rousey rocked it out yet again in the 1st round of UFC® 157. She made Liz Carmouche submit with her deadly arm bar. This has become her signature death move!

It was the 1st night for women in the UFC, it was Rousey’s 1st time defending her title, and it was over in the 1st round for the UFC Women’s Bantamweight Champion. Absolutely awesome!!

Ronda Rousey rockin' it out~ UFC® 157

Ronda Rousey rockin’ it out~ UFC® 157

Ronda Rousey's ground work~ UFC® 157

Ronda Rousey’s ground work~ UFC® 157

Ronda Rousey made Liz Carmouche submit with her deadly arm bar in the 1st round of UFC® 157.

Ronda Rousey made Liz Carmouche submit with her deadly arm bar in the 1st round of UFC® 157.

Ronda Rousey takes it~ UFC® 157

Ronda Rousey takes it~ UFC® 157

Ronda Rousey accepts her win with Joe Rogan~ UFC® 157

Ronda Rousey accepts her win with Joe Rogan~ UFC® 157

«—•Blowdart•—»

February 20, 2013
Poison blowdart used by the goblins to kill a unicorn in the dark fairy tale film~ Legend (1985)~ one of my all time favorites

Poison blowdart used by the goblins to kill a unicorn in the dark fairy tale film~ Legend (1985)~ one of my all time favorites

Blowgun•————-»
Smooth and swift-
a simple weapon
used to fire tainted
darts straight into
my core.

Hunter•—————»
Momentum of
5,000 breaths-
pushing harder
so I feel the force
of iron lungs.

Blowpipe•————»
Propulsive power
with curare laced
tips- poison to
paralyze and
secure the fall.

Shooter•————-»
Capture wildlife-
a steady need to
tranquilize, stun,
and cage this
lovely beast.

Blowdart•————-»
Elusive target-
shrink and quiver
into the silent
softness of deadly
breaths.

by Felicia Lujan
2.20.2013

~On the Mend~

February 14, 2013
On the Mend by Felicia Lujan

~~~On the Mend~~
2.14.2013
Digital composite by Felicia Lujan
This digital piece is composed of four layers.
The image includes: a photograph of my right hand;
a photograph of my right eye; red paint; and a human
heart which was rendered in the negative.

Disappear

February 13, 2013
Disappear

~Foggy mirror self portrait by Felicia Lujan~

Thoughts, words, stories.
Maybe they were destined to fade?
And you so prepared to watch them disappear
like eleven warm breaths on a frosty mirror.
2.13.2013

 

The Hard Way

February 7, 2013

Wish Miguel’s 2013 Grammy performance would be Hard Way.

One of his best! This is an awesome, awesome, simply awesome song.

~• Overcast •~

February 4, 2013

……………………………….

Clouds may ransom an
overcast heart~ still rain
will never fall to shake
her leaves.

~~~Felicia Lujan
……………………………….

My Thoughts for the Innocent

December 14, 2012

It is so cold tonight. It was a very cold day. I feel such deep sadness for the loss of 20 innocent children in Connecticut today. Their time here on Earth is forever lost~ their hopes and dreams now crushed and gone~ all selfishly ripped away by the worst kind of monster.

I know that a better woman than I would not believe in an eye for an eye, but I am not that better woman. I do hope that the coward who took his own hopeless life suffers for eternity in the most fiery depths of hell. May he hear the endless sweet whispers of the children he robbed of a future.

My soul aches for the parents left here to carry tiny coffins and pray the Rosary. I can’t even fathom the pain. My only son is 7 years old. I just can’t even imagine. Tonight I will hug him tighter than I ever have~ and pray that somehow we can all endure the cold.

~•Dark Descent•~

December 9, 2012

9:30pm~
I am up in the air right now, and making the great descent into Albuquerque. Flying in the dark, fog, and rain was a little scary. The flight was delayed by an hour due to fog and problems with the weight of the plane. Almost home. I received several text messages from caring members of my family when I got into Fort Worth. Apparently Santa Fe received her first snow of the season today. Following is my “in flight” poem about descent.

11:57pm~
Arrived in Santa Fe at about 11:30pm. There was black ice and snow here. I have heard that there was a fatal accident. There was a detour and I ended up stuck in traffic.

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~••DARK DESCENT••~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~
~~~~
~~
~
~•••••~•••••~•••••~
Once I soared above the
distant lonesome twinkle.
~•••••~•••••~•••••~
I danced with moonlight
until my feet could sing.
~•••••~•••••~•••••~
My wings were soft~ each
feather kissed by the sun.
~•••••~•••••~•••••~
There was a time when I
could fly beyond the night.
~•••••~•••••~•••••~
My wings were bright~
each feather colored by
a rainbow.
~•••••~•••••~•••••~
Chopped air has crippled
my fall from stars and sky.
~•••••~•••••~•••••~
Tangled in snow filled~
empty clouds~ I’m heavy.
~•••••~•••••~•••••~
A dark decent~ a steady
fall toward the frost
bitten earth.
~•••••~•••••~•••••~
~•••••~•••••~
by Felicia Lujan
December 9, 2012

Come Wake Me Up

November 30, 2012

~Song of the Week~

What an awesome song!!!

Rascal Flatts~ just perfect.

~Kill Switch~

October 20, 2012

 

~KILL SWITCH~
Original poem and digital composite by Felicia Lujan
Composite features seven layers and six images including: labyrinthine circuit board lines; an Ethernet switch; a blue light; a sugar skull; a blue rose; and the number one doubled. “A kill switch, also known as an e-stop, is a security mechanism used to shut off a device in an emergency situation in which it cannot be shut down in the usual manner. Unlike a normal shut-down switch/procedure, which shuts down all systems in an orderly fashion and turns the machine off without damaging it, a kill switch is designed and configured to a) completely abort the operation at all costs and b) be operable in a manner that is quick, simple (so that even a panicking user with impaired executive function can operate it), and, usually, c) be obvious even to an untrained operator or a bystander. Many kill switches feature a removable barrier or other protection against accidental activation.”


~KILL SWITCH~

______________________________

“All systems failed,” molten overload~
smoke clouds my eyes so I can’t see.

Shatter my sky with electric sparks
until I writhe with needless agony.

______________________________

Technologist~delight supreme~ the
bits and bytes eat an ever shrouded heart.

Penchant one please hit the switch, flesh
on my knees gone from the start.

______________________________

Only heat can melt away frostbitten
dreams of eternal sleepy nights.

No earthly tribute would ever satiate
or bring my face into the light.

______________________________

This debility a poison true,
every wire flushed out with pain.

Intangible~ you should reach for it.
Hit the kill switch~ keep me sane.

_____________________________

by Felicia Lujan
October 19, 2012


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