untangle oceans

the strand
salted and
tangled up
floats lightly
on their sea

his lips
they trace her
mermaid spine
on the waves
of he and she

magical
riptide of souls
his fingers
probing her
for cures

moments
she keeps
so sparkly blue
intricate
his lures

there’s nothing
more and nothing
less than his
need to touch
her skin

untangle oceans
swimming deep
to see
just where
they spin

by Felicia Lujan
May 13, 2019

Floaty

Float away… in muck
and love… made of the
finest soup you crave

I give… I take… dance
sleepless miles… always
bending just to save

I love your life of
sleeker streams… built
right… to suit your
dreams

Floating high… I feel
the heat… meant to
scortch the weakest
things

Float away… in muck
and love… made right…
to suit your needs

I give… I take… swim
in my sleep… always
lost amongst the weeds

by Felicia Lujan
12.19.17

So Much More

Not just the way he pulled her locks… but how he pulled the tides within her heart.

Not just hands reaching salty sweet… she could feel his soul touching each part.

Each part of her… from crown to tail… like the ocean soaking up the beach.

A sailor’s dream… a lonely drink… mermaid just beyond his reach.

by Felicia Lujan
12.13.17

Yin Yang

“May your love
for me be like
the scent of the
evening sea…
drifting in
through a quiet
window so I do
not have to run
or chase or fall
…to feel you
all I have to do
is breathe.”

~~Sanober Khan

▪Digital composite by Felicia Lujan▪

Push

Push soft, strong
hands into ecstasy
and taste an ocean
salted, in my heart.
The deep blue…
cold… hot fingertips.
Waves of stars there
from the start.

by Felicia Lujan
11.18.2017

When it rains…

“The rain is
in a sense
the sole,
sad friend
of those who
find themselves
thinking…
wide awake
until the dawn,
who in bed,
alone, with
fevered hands,
listen to it,
soothed. They
like the company
of its faint
moan across the
sleeping plain…
its rustling in
the garden all
night long.”

On the Great Grey Road 
(Sur ce Grand Chemin Gris)
~~~~Alain-Fournier

_______________________

Rain in Santa Fe 9.6.17

Submerged

“…buried in those two infinities… the ocean and the sky at one and the same time. One is a tomb, the other is a shroud.”
○~~~Victor Hugo
○~~~Les Misérables

Here is my latest digital composite. I think it may be one of my best yet. There is so much symbology here on so many levels. My head is a mysterious, dark and powerful place. This design took some intricate layering, blending techniques and other effects.

Digital composite by Felicia Lujan ~ 8.2017

Beautiful Sights: Villanueva

Today we hiked in a state park that has been around since the late 60s. Hopefully a lack of funding won’t shut it down. I shared the love by leaving the quilted heart I found in a parking lot last month. I wanted to leave it somewhere special that was also a challenge to get to.

Villanueva State Park is right off the banks of the Pecos River and has: spectacular red and yellow sandstone cliffs; beautiful trees; rocky, steep climbs; and soft, sandy trails. [park elevation 6,110 ft above sea level]

My ass, hams and quads are usually on fire for the first mile, which is a steep, verticle climb. This site is good for a day hike and is in between Las Vegas and Santa Fe, New Mexico. Nature is so healing for me. The sun, wind, water, mountains and trees nourish my spirit.

We went to Starbucks after the workout for a green tea frap.

The Sound

your voice
the sound
filling this void
a thousand oceans
flood my heart

the sound
your words
fall in my ear
autumn leaves
and salty air

your voice
the sound
filling my chest
a thousand oceans
drown my heart

by Felicia Lujan
10.6.2016

Rain

💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧
rapture of the wettest rain
heavens dripping ecstasy
simple pleasures of pure bliss
sultry skin to set you free
💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧
drenched in misty sexiness
your body writhing painlessly
ever soaked by perfect lips
in the rainy day of we
💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧
…………….
………..
…….
….
by Felicia Lujan
4.18.16

Dirty Blonde

“If passion was a substance
I would say it is dark brown,
and then blood red. It’s like
wet grass, tons of it soaked
in mud. It’s warm and it stinks
like shit and it’s unaccountably
and endlessly good. It’s thick
and it goes on for miles and it
isn’t so much deep as bottomless
and it holds you in its grip, you
never drown. And then it goes.
That’s all you know.”

Eileen Myles, Inferno
(a poet’s novel)

Exhale Ice

“With my last breath,
I’ll exhale my love for
you. I hope it’s a cold
day, so you can see
what you meant to me.”
***Jarod Kintz

Icy

**Made me some icicle earrings to wear when I become Killer Frost**

That Frost is Killer

**This would have been an easy costume to make ha? Just a shredded green dress. I think this picture of Killer Frost is awesome and perfect! As the Robert Frost poem goes...
"Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I’ve tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great And would suffice."
What does the "world" symbolize?**

For Halloween I *gotta* be oh so cold. I’m feeling rather icy this month. My boots are done, hand painted and furry. My cape is still in the works. It really needs black for the darker vibe suitable for a supervillainess. I’ll be working on the final piece of my cosplay this weekend. The actual suit. All accessories are done. I haven’t seen Killer Frost at any of the ABQ ComicCons. 2016 here comes the chill!

**My boots and my cape that's about 75% done.**

I’m going to be a frosty mix of several versions of this supervillainess. Crystal Frost of the Secret Society of Super Villains, Louise Lincoln of the Suicide Squad and Injustice League and Caitlin Snow of S.T.A.R. Labs. If I could rock a wig, I’d so run with the blown back short hair that I love, but I’m keeping it long and painted up! Hopefully it all comes together well.

The son’s gonna be The Scarecrow (Dr. Jonathan Crane). The doc is a dark, sinister supervillain, also of DC Comics (for those of you who don’t know). I finished the son’s creepy hood too. I love DC and making costumes!!!

Hint of this Year’s Villainess

Any guesses? I took away the color to make it harder. Here is a hint of the costume I’ll be making to become this year’s villainess. I’ll become her for Halloween at work and also for the 2016 ABQ Comic Con. First to guess correct gets an iced heart!