Salted Heat

Posted October 9, 2015 by ~Felicia~
Categories: Symbols and Imagery, Writers, Poetry, Obsessions, Connection, Body and Mind, Disconnection, Poets, Allusion, Pleasure and Pain, Writing, Addiction, No Love, Love


all for you
my salted heat
feel the burn
of one real love
there for you
ever true when
push does come
to shove
picnic laced with
salty things
hearts preserved
so perfectly
a taste as close
as yesterday
with a sting my
eyes can’t see
all for you
my salted heat
your fire my
barrel melts
there for you
ever true when
pains of friendship
can be felt
by Felicia Lujan

Satin Blizzard

Posted October 8, 2015 by ~Felicia~
Categories: Allusion, Awesomeness, Bad Ass, Body and Mind, Comics, Cosplay, Creativity, Darkness, DC Universe, Quotes, Strength, Super Villainess, Symbols and Imagery

My newest cosplay is coming together. A few nights ago, I put a furry touch on my satin gloves. Today my blizzard contacts came in. I’m excited to become a super villainess encased in permafrost. I’m so so cold.

“Wine gives a man nothing…
it only puts in motion what
had been locked up in frost.”
             ×•× Samuel Johnson


Lemme Guess

Posted October 6, 2015 by ~Felicia~
Categories: Addiction, Awesomeness, Bad Ass, Beasts, Body and Mind, Competition, Dedication, Fitness, Fitness Rants, Gym, Health and Fitness, Obsessions, On the Right Track, Personal Glimpses, Pleasure and Pain, Rants, Reflection, Sarcasm, She Muscle, Short Stories, Strength, Women, Workout, Worthy Reads


~Following up my leg workout on Sunday with hyperextentions for stretching, strengthening and spinal decompression~

Lately I’ve been more than the usual firework in the gym. I can’t think of something that pisses me off more than a woman who doesn’t put her weights away. I’ve never really seen men do that, so I can say without a doubt that it is 99% women who are guilty of this laziness. Why do I turn into an extremely evil beast when a woman does this? I get even more ticked off when her ridiculously whipped man servant trails behind racking her shit (and no she’s not fine). I don’t let any man rack my weights. If I use it, I put it back. That’s part of lifting ladies!!

I got mad about this not long ago and felt like rolling someone, but on Sunday, I literally felt like breaking someone’s face. I scare myself in the gym sometimes. I guess my irritation with said group of 4 individuals started not this past Sunday, but last. There are two couples that have been going in together on Sundays now. Last Sunday, these two lady clowns were in the corner taking pictures of each other bent over doing stiff legged deadlifts with less than average weights and poor form. It takes a real friend to take pictures of you bent over ha? In all my years and all my gym pics, I’ve never done that!!

That said, I decided to get into a friendly competition with the one clown who had the guts to challange me during a leg workout. She was working legs too (as usual~ like the majority of women in the gym who lack upper body strength). I actually think her man servant pushed her to match me, but she got smoked. I had 4 plates on the leg press when her minion came over to load the same for her while he looked at me. She got on and did it for 10.

I recognized the challenge, hit 4 for 25 then threw on 2 more plates. Bendy chick summoned her boy and he matched me. I pushed 6 plates for 20 and she got it for 12. I think she should have realized that moving to 8 would be her final valiant move. Both of us had 8 plates on the leg press. I got it for 15 and she got it for 8. She then slapped two dimes on and I laughed. Feeling extremely cocky, I put on not a dime, but 2 more 35z and two quarters. There was no way for her. She backed down and watched me push 480 pounds for 12.

After that, I decided I’d ask her if she was done with the weights she had left out. Seems polite of me right? Ahhhh… not so much! She had left the squat rack loaded and weights all over the floor. I thought… So help me God, if she leaves the leg press loaded, I am seriously going to break her!!! The second I actually opened my mean mouth to bendy chick, her man servant was there by me unloading the squat rack while she unloaded the leg press. Since he bugged me, I turned to him and said “are you using these?” Clearly he wasn’t.

One day I seriously may end up in a fist fight and I would totally win. I get that ticked off in there sometimes. Needless to say that when those four left this Sunday, all the weights had been reracked. I can’t wait until this coming Sunday. I decided to hit chest. Time to show this double duo what a real, strong woman looks like in the gym. Let’s see what she gots!!!? Lemme guess? Legs again?


Lullaby for Chase and Cady

Posted October 4, 2015 by ~Felicia~
Categories: Allusion, Awesomeness, Body and Mind, Conferences, Connection, Entertainment, Interesting Finds, Love, Men, Mortality, New Mexico, No Love, Pleasure and Pain, Strength, Symbols and Imagery, TV Series, Weakness, Women, Writers, Writing

Love this song by Nickelback set to this fan’s video… I’ll have to ask Craig Johnson why he killed off Chase (?) in season 4 of Longmire when I see him at the Hillerman Writers Conference in November. If you’re a fan of this show, don’t forget to participate in the fan stampede on October 8th for a season 5 (use the hashtags #Longmires5 and #Netflix). 


Not So Country

Posted October 3, 2015 by ~Felicia~
Categories: Animals, Conservation, Cosplay, Memories, New Mexico, Personal Glimpses, Random Ramble, Sarcasm, Women

After putting up my Longmire inspired poem last night, I remembered that not long ago I had come across some really old photos of me trying to look country for a photo shoot. It is rather funny, but I tried for a good cause. The photos were taken when I was in college and did some seriously amateur modeling for a group of conservationists looking to protect the Mexican gray wolf. The wolves were reintroduced into the wild for the first time in 1998, in the Blue Range Wolf Recovery Area (between New Mexico and Arizona). I think these photos were taken in 1997 and these were just extra shots that weren’t with the wolves that the photographer took of me. I look better in workout clothes. I’m not so country.
Felicia Lujan_Not So Country



Distance and Dirt

Posted October 2, 2015 by ~Felicia~
Categories: Allusion, Body and Mind, Connection, Digital Composites, Disconnection, Dreams and Transformations, Love, Metaphors, No Love, Pleasure and Pain, Poetry, Poets, Strength, Symbols and Imagery, Weakness, Worthy Reads, Writers, Writing


••Digital composite of Cady and Branch of Longmire by Felicia•

Distance and dirt
some broken hearts
beat strong in
dusty storms

Each memory burns
like sun baked Earth
when dreams take
many forms

A touch~ a scent
gone on his wind
taken swiftly by
her night

Words and deeds
just so erased
blew away
without a fight

Distance and dirt
some swollen hearts
burst quick in
heavy heat

Each memory burns
like molten stars
when dreams with
death they meet

by Felicia Lujan

Warming Up

Posted September 30, 2015 by ~Felicia~
Categories: Addiction, Awesomeness, Bad Ass, Body and Mind, Dedication, Fitness, Gym, Humor, Obsessions, On the Right Track, She Muscle, Strength, Women, Workout


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