Last Friday, my friend set me a pic of her eating a cookie after work. I was eating dinner at Jinja, so I sent her a pic of me eating tempura. It was so good, but I did pay. There’s a reason it isn’t healthy to eat that crap!!
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I knew I did good on the bench yesterday when I received respect from two different men following my workout. Slowly, but surely, both my technique and strength are improving. Alan and Forest have been in the gym for years so they know (very well) what strength looks like. Technically, Forest has reached manhood in the gym since his family actually owns Mandrill’s Gym.
Yesterday each of these men delivered respect to my bench. Alan told me “your bench is strong Felicia” and I knew he must be impressed because he had told Mike that about me recently. Then, when I was leaving, Forest asked me “was that a plate you were benching today?” I smiled and said “actually… a plate and a dime,” then he gave me an impressed look with a thumbs up and said “that’s good. That’s a lot!”
I’ll have to admit, it makes me feel like I’m improving in there. It can be hard to see improvement when you train day in and day out and maybe can’t see your small, yet significant progress clearly. This
pass time, hobby, sport, labor of love, that I’m obsessed with is predominantly run by men (and a few women), but I’m showing the men that I have the heart to run with the best.
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A bite so sharp to keep you sane
Lie and wait, she’ll pick your pain
Combat, mortal, morbid kiss
Mileena’s touch, forever miss
“Let us dance.” Her voice is cold
Boss of bosses, loving chokehold
Queen of Outworld
Shang Tsung’s Flesh Pits
Look, don’t touch
Her perfect tits
A bite so sharp to keep you sane
Lie and wait she’ll pick your pain
by Felicia Lujan
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It’s been at least a month since I’ve been going to the gym twice at least 3-4 days a week. Since I’ve started running again, I’m trying to focus on keeping strength+ retaining muscle, but trimming down a bit for the summer. I love being stronger than some boys and I have no plans to change my weightlifting style. As a matter of fact, if this plan starts affecting my bench press progress, I will stop! I don’t care about girlish figures anymore. I want to straight smash things.
I’ve been hitting the iron for lunch and doing cardio after work+ focusing on my bench and squats on Saturdays and Sundays. I would live in the gym if I could. I feel unbelievably driven right now~ mentally and physically. This week I’ve been running with about 6 fast sprints peppered into the mile to develop my speed again. When I left work I was blaring “Say Goodbye” by Theory of a Deadman through the Bose in my Caddy, straight through to a cardio and ab session that was in serious hyperdrive, then all the way home!
This is *MY* time!! You… yeah you… as a matter of fact… all of you… can “say goodbye” to the old me. I’m on a mission! That is a promise.