Setting Wishes Afire

I put Carmen’s flying wish paper to use with the girls. This was one of her birthday gifts for me. What an amazing creation!! Together we prepared our platforms and an undisclosed wish. One by one, we set them afire and watched as they magically floated away.

“May Light always surround you; Hope kindle and rebound you. May your Hurts turn to Healing; Your Heart embrace Feeling. May Wounds become Wisdom; Every Kindness a Prism. May Laughter infect you; Your Passion resurrect you. May Goodness inspire your Deepest Desires. Through all that you Reach For, May your arms Never Tire.”

▪♡▪D. Simone

There, but Not There

This mug was my favorite birthday gift because of how much I adore this duo. I loved this ill connection before it was cool. Thank you Carmen! It’s kind of symbolic to me… so I’m calling it my “there, but not there” mug. The mug is pitch black until it heats up. Even though it’s black, something is there.

Thoughtfulness Matters

Thank you so much to all the people who remembered me on my birthday. Just your thoughts themselves were more than enough, but I recieved the most amazing gifts this year. I loved that my gifts were so thoughtful and really took my likes and my personality into account.

I recieved calls, texts, emails, and personal visits from: Alicia, Amanda, Angela, Ants, Britney, Carmen, Daryn, Deanna, Elaine H., Elaine P., Emily, Gail, Gilbert L., Gilbert O., Gloria, Henrietta, Isaiah, Isaac, Jenn, Katelin, Laura, Leo, Mike, Rachel, Rita, Stac, and Tom.

Thank you all so much for everything. I really appreciate each and every one of you. Here are some of my awesome gifts that you all knew I would love!

◇They knew I needed a new phone and they were sick of hearing me yell at my old phone! Yes… I  know it could blow up. I’m switching it for a safe one soon. Lovvvvvving this Note7.◇

◇Roses from my other lil man.◇

◇Ooooo… mommy knows I’ve been loving the silver and she made the bracelet in high school! Of course I need a blender for my protein shakes!◇

◇Sista knows I needed a big one of these and that I love cats! I have it at my bedside.◇

◇Brotha and his bae know I love flowers.◇

◇Ahhhh… the homemade… there is really nothing like it. She has macular degeneration and still made me this, making this gift from my creative granny all the more special.◇

◇Yes! PROTEIN…. Gains◇

◇Finding this on my door after bad news. ♡ I love coffee!◇

◇Bmac knows that I adore magical things. The calendar is so inspirational and I love salt candles… magical.◇

◇Gail also knows I love magical things and mermaids! This necklace is lovely, handcrafted and looks so magical!◇

◇Carmen… her gift was presented so creatively. She also knows I love magical things like flying wish paper. This papercut card was awesome and the popcorn delish, but that mug tho♡. Wow!◇

◇Rach knows I’ve been digging on beets. Bad!! These chips rocked. She also knows I’ve been stressed, so she got me stuff to relax!◇

◇Yes! My gym bae Elaine… scored me this *sweet* backpack cuz we have a pact ’till death up in that bitch. She knows I love skulls and dark shit. I loved the shades and sweet treat too.◇

Broken Things

For you
The one
A bitter lick
Dipped in
Honey bliss

Never be
Gone, yet
Disappear
Craziness
We miss

Blackness
My heart
Beats like it’s
Yours, but it’s
Barely mine

Something
Nothing
Incomplete
Broken things
Still shine

Save you
Own you
Twisted souls
A drug beyond
Insane

Look at me
Now, feel
Frozen heat
Savor our
Lovely pain

by Felicia Lujan
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9.16.2016

Nosey Cat

He is such a nosey lil guy, but I adore him! Here he is checkin’ on my bowl of hemp n millet puffs. Then… he’s been in the middle of this year’s cosplay making messes.

•○• Eeeeee… this guy! •○•

Another Round

I’m gonna hit the gym (yeayyy… chest and tri) then get ready for another round with the Lujans. Thinking back to the last round for Katelin’s housewarming party had me like… “woaaaaaaah.” That was out of character for me, ova the top and ova in general after *many* celebratory shots with my sistas and company. I’m gonna be good this time! 

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Happy Birthday to My Lil Man

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