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My brother brought me back this gift from New Orleans, LA at the end of 2019. It was a perfect addition to my dark collection!

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To Die For

×xX~ A perfect, hand-painted addition to my office deco. She’s to die for♡. ~Xx×

Not Exactly Hela☆ RIP Stan Lee

The week Stan Lee passed away, I decided to give my Poison Ivy cosplay hair color a permanent run and I colored it myself. So far I’m into going from blonde to red, but I’m not exactly Hela (yet) and I’m not exactly Poison. May the true Marvel superhero rest in peace.

Devour

taking breath
consuming flesh
eater of
beating things

darkend beast
be ravaged by
needless scent
of intoxicating
dreams

ever still
devour me
whole
wrapped in
sweet memory

your lips
do kill
like venomous
webbed in
sexy threads
of we

by Felicia Lujan
10.17.18

Pearly Void

“Life is made up of a few moments all strung together like pearls. Each moment is a pearl, and it is up to us to pick the ones with the highest luster.”
•○°Joyce Hilfer

Here is my newest tee shirt design. I can’t really call this one a shred ha? I guess it’s considered more of a void if ya think about it. This was a new tee shirt I bought because American Gothic was perfect for the remake. I finished this design a few weeks ago, but I took the selfies today when I got to the gym.

Like Night

☆☆☆

your arms
like night
wrapped
rightly so
’round skin
with needful
might

each breath
I fight
caught
rightly so
’round hips
and thirsted
light

chest
beats strong
like taste
my soul
then whisk
away the
stars

lovely waste
of sparkled
lust
love laced
with purple
scars

☆☆☆

by Felicia Lujan
6.6.18

Reforged

“For within your flesh, deep within the center of your being, is the undaunted, waiting, longing, all-knowing… is the ready, able, perfect. Within you… waiting its turn to emerge, piece by piece, with the dawn of every former test of trial and blackness, is the next unfolding, the great unfurling of wings, the reforged backbone of a true Child of Light.”

Jennifer DeLucy

Reforge Mind… Reforge Backbone… Reforge Gunz

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The Iron Wolf

~A poem dedicated to a Happy New Year in the gym. I’m ready to burn 2018 down!!~

2018… Don’t fuck with me cuz I’m ready for a dirty, wicked fight.

I’ll stomp… then scream… I won’t back down. Now you are in my sight.

Ready for war… I’m mad with rage and you’re a soldier I command.

Each day… you’ll beg, but I’m in control and I’ll make the final stand.

2018… Don’t fuck with me cuz I’m ready for a nasty, ironclad fight.

I’ll push, then pull. I’m in command. Now you are in my sight.

by Felicia Lujan
12.31.17

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~LoooooL~

Try to Be Human

I do love me some Penny Dreadful… a series written with lovely, dark sophistication. This is a powerful scene in season 3 when the Created deters from the Creator.

“It is to easy
being monsters.
Let us try to be
human.” 

-Victor Frankenstein
to the Monster he
created… Lily

Crafting Darkness with Christina

Crafting dark decorations with Christina a few weekends ago for Halloween at the Coltons.

Night of the Vampires

………
I love getting special, dark deliveries during a heart popping workout. The first came a month ago with a “save the date” packet for Halloween at the Coltons. It’s always a special time with the gym budz. The packet had a magnet, blood oozing sucker and disposable fangs for a hint of the official invite to come.

A couple weeks ago, Christina hand delivered small, locked suitcases to the gym. How interesting… 3-D invites! Each was an individual invite to “Night of the Vampires” and had it’s very own key to reveal the contents. The dark and intricte lining, spills the contents of a creative mind… and a vampire slaying kit.

Christina is a gorgeous woman with seriously amazing skills. I’m so happy to have met such a creative soul who never skips a beat!

×× What a “save the date” looks like hanging off the bench on chest day. ×× 

Skull Sipper

My birthday gift from a strong woman who knows what I love… skulls n gym ‘TIL DEATH eh? Thank you to my gym bud~ Elaine for this dark, glass sipper. I love it!!